I’ve spent the day writing a potential post about a VERY personal subject, and I can’t decide if I should post it or not.
Though this blog in fairly anonymous I still can’t help feel ashamed and embarrassed at what this potential post is about. It’s a shame I know is stupid to bear, and that no one will believe it to be that bad of a thing, plus it’s likely nobody will read it anyway. Still the thought of sharing this thing is making me feel sort of sick.
I’ve never shared this secret before, even though the truth of it hurts my soul, and makes the problem harder to overcome the longer I leave it fester.
I think it would be beneficial for me to finally put it out there (even if no one sees it), which is why I haven’t deleted it (yet!).
I’m just trying to work up the courage… in the meantime – enjoy my ramble 😀
*screams into the void*